Contents
Four chapters
The book runs in the order it was written. Each chapter opens where the last one left off — though Chapter 3 was started early and finished last.
Chapter One
Chapter 1
Where it starts. The first entries — written raw, kept whole, in the order they arrived.
26 pages · Sep 18, 2021 — Dec 16, 2021
Opens with “Rust, Dust, Bolts and Nails”
Chapter Two
Chapter 2
The longest stretch of the book, and the loudest. Most of these carry a date and an album.
59 pages · Jan 1, 2022 — Mar 2, 2022
Opens with “Shattered”
Chapter Three
Chapter 3
Written alongside the others, finished after them. The turn toward the other side.
19 pages · Dec 23, 2021 — Jul 24, 2022
Opens with “Felt The Same at The Start.”
Chapter Four
The Lost Pages
The pages that sat outside the chapters — essays, habits, and the ones that found their way back.
15 pages · Jan 23, 2022 — Aug 29, 2022
Opens with “Hopeless”