I need to read scriptures more
Ive gotten broken so many time before
I’ve been fighting this little whore
So many times that it leaves me sore
Something you already know it’s a mental war
why is it here what is it meant for
To hurt me, break me like the shore
Listen it’s hard this life it’s hard
I wish I could’ve stayed with god
I wish I didn’t have to feel the scars
I gotta fight the darkness with all my heart
It’s hurts tho it rips me apart
But I owe it to god because his son felt this thought
I gotta stay strong I gotta hold to this rod
But that’s what I signed up for thats what I want
Because without pain do we really grow?
Do we change become something we wanna show?
Become someone we wanna know?
Become someone that resists the low?
Listen it’s hard to be strong and fight for yourself
People try to convince you things that just hurt your health
They convince you right is wrong and there is nothing else
That there is no one watching no one in hell
There is nothing, no one, just you and yourself
But it’s not true
Let these words echo inside of you
Let these statements stick to you
Let these rhymes and things be real to you
This world is so much more than I thought
It’s crazy, chaotic and I feel lost
It’s weird, confusing, like we’re on the cross
When really we aren’t there is no cost
Shame, pain, suffering, and darkness
Things we can’t escape because we’ve already harnessed
The things that keep us up and restart this
There is a lot of things in this world
Things that I don’t understand that keep me curled Into a ball in the corner
But I promise if you come to me I’ll do what I can
Because I’ve been there I’ve been damned
I’ve seen it all, you’ll just misunderstand
Your not evil or wrong just grab my hand
Let me save you take you back to the land
Of the promised, and we can lay in the sand
Under the sun, warmth, love, all because you ran
Straight to me and I showed you the plan
You will be saved you’ll be okay, just stay where you are, I’ll save you, I’ll help you take my hand we will find the way.
I was sorrowful in pain for my own mistakes. I had been trapped in the darkness and I was alone. Realizing this I thought it would be a great idea to share my experience with others and help them if they are in the same position. I don’t want anyone feeling the way I did, so I spread the hope that was given to me.