What am I supposed to do-Keep asking for forgiveness and never change
Let my brain freak out, break down and rearrange
Yeah I understand your trying to help me through
But come on you have to let me go and let me do what I do
Because if you were stuck with me youd be stuck with no clue
Suffering, drowning, thinking everybody is feeling great except you
Thinking your all alone and there is no hope even though it’s not true
And I wish I could help you but I’m selfish my hearts black and blue
I’m alone and nobody needs me I don’t have any value
I wish I could just move on I could become a new
See what the world has in store for me even tho im dark I’m just like voodoo
It’s so hard to say but what it is-it’s really true
That if you stick with me you’ll be drowning your screwed
You’ll struggle worse and fail over and over again no not a few
I get picked on all the time
But not from friends not from mine
But from that guy that gets me to do that crime
From that guy that likes messing with me and ruining my life
From that guy that sucks so bad and makes me feel so bad inside
From that guy that hates on me and makes me wanna cry
From that guy that twists my thoughts until they die
From that guy that makes me feel bad for doing nothing but rhyme
From that guy that changes me for the worse and makes me feel so out of line
Dang a rough year, ending in a rough way. I wouldn’t consider rough anymore it was hard but I grew more than ever during it. Haha all of this won’t even matter when I find out Covid exists, I didn’t even know what was in store.