I am just so exhausted of giving my attention to people
Then they throw me in a deep hole
I think they deserve it because they look the part
But then they break my heart
only to be disappointed and left behind
Just because they think I’m not worth it, that they could find
Someone that is better
You can’t see that your lucky because I’m low tempered
And I’ll make you very pampered
but yet
I hate feeling like no one cares ya know?
I hate when people suck and don’t know how to show,
That they care
That’s not fare
Because I know I’m great
And I don’t give people hate
But then they just stake Me in my heart And Rip me apart
Like, Why is it so hard for people to see that I have so much love to give,
So much room to forgive
None of them even have a motive
It’s corrosive
They always take advantage
Cause tons of damage
Cause Stress that I can’t manage
Fresh yet still mechanic
And then you acted like I vanished
You deserve to be banished
Sorry I’m just done
With all this dumb
Annoying stuff, all you deserve is one big thumb right to your gums
But this is it, this is goodnight
I’m just done with this fight.
That’s it these feelings I know are native
And next time I’ll be more reactive
But for now just know I got love to give
This is the first song I wrote on behalf of someone else.