March 5th, 2020
Shock Therapy
I feel so restricted
It’s so hard to stay away from you-heck I’m addicted
My feelings they feel afflicted
I tried not falling in love with you but I still did
You are so crazy kind
Your so beautiful, and if you think otherwise, you must be blind
You are so sincere and genuine it blows my mind
Everyone else is so fake, there is just so much that they hide behind
But you, your real with me
You talk to me about what you wanna be
And I listen and respect it because all I can see
Is a beautiful girl that dreams
That has passion instead of greed
And loves others for who they are and not who they used to be
I try to resist you but I’m too weak
I always want to talk to you even if I don’t get sleep
Your so unbelievable, I can’t believe
That I get to spend time with you even if we barely speak
Even if we don’t talk, our conversations are always deep
Even just sitting holding you in my arms would be the best thing
I’m sorry if this wasn’t what you expected
I know it’s hard for you to understand, and except it
But i mean in everything you do your always so invested
So maybe in end we won’t be bested
A new girl, a new day. Ended quickly by a dark cloud soon to lead into a plane crash and that plane unfortunately held a nuclear bomb. Didn’t know what leaving her would do…wish I could go back. Wish she was still who she used to be.