Crazy life’s taken me by surprise
Lazy, right it’s totally filled with lies
Lady taken away in front of my own eyes
Emotions I never thought I’d had inside
I write because of the world, spins like a top
I like it when I hurt, because the words that are wrought
I build from within and take what I thought
Mix it up with my will and get what I jot
The spirit my guide; God is my anchor
Lead by the light, darkness falls weaker
Grown in the might of Him and the speakers
Spread His gospel, like Jesus the preacher
Yeah I’m hurt, cracked I’m afflicted
I got injuries, yeah pain I’m addicted
I am lost, trapped with the wicked
But dang the savior, assisted
He is the assistant to God to help those that don’t pick Him
That fall when they should listen
That lose fights, they don’t get it
It’s a battle of faith, He knows life’s acidic
That cross didn’t stand so we could give up
He knew that everyone was hurt and a little messed up
So he gave us a salvation so we can get up
So we don’t let up, he didn’t hold his chest up
He humbled himself before His father, our Father
Now all of us could avoid the fire that grows hotter and hotter
And we can be baptized as sons and daughters in water
Gain repentance and redemption when we teeter totter even slaughter
Don’t put things off just because it’s hard
Because through God and prayer you’ll dominate the urge
Don’t run when Satan thinks he’s in charge
Just because the influence is Large doesn’t mean you hide from the church
Something we gotta start discussin is that even though the church has leaders doesn’t mean there discussions aren’t misjudging
Most are just like us messing up and lugging there weight around because we are reluctant to make mistakes and feel disgusting
The truth is we haven’t a reason to be judging because we are floating nudging shoulders on the same boat cutting lines while we smell the fishes that were gutting
Don’t act like they say nothing, and like they are grudging against you and your fudging around group of lucky little friends bluntly taking drugs instead of loving
Sorry let me take a breath, had to get real for a minute
Sometimes the spirit speaks so much I can’t help but let it
But my human patience simply has a limit
And I have to uprightly spit some statements I can’t help it
So as everything I once knew floats away
I sit legs hanging off the edge, sink and sway
I see the storm, fold my arms and pray
Because I know that on the other side is the day
After days and even weeks of storms, through all of the pain
I was floating, upside down and any other way
I didn’t really know what this journey would take
Finally I see the clouds break, and I find the lack of wake
I see what I deeply had prayed for but not payed
The beautiful sun, damp wood, my kite, and a little heartache
But as look forward I see that once preached place
I lift up my right arm, and hold up my scarred hand
I reach to the sky and feel that I have fulfilled his plan
I finally found my home. I made it, to the promised land.