Here we are. Another day over, a lot of firsts and lasts today. First basketball game of the AF rec season. Last AF rec season before I leave for 2 years. Went to a basketball game for the school I went to for 10 years to see the basketball team that I played for 4 years, I was captain for 1, and coached for another year. And tonight I sat and watched there last game of the season. For the last time. The kids that I helped coach into shape, are going to high school next year and I don’t even get to be a part of there lives. I don’t get to be a supporter and someone who cares anymore.
It’s upsetting ya know, this adventure I’m going on for 2 years will be the best years of my life, but unfortunately I’m leaving behind a lot of people that I really care about. All my kids that I try and help out are gonna be moving on without me. So as I sit here in front of my little Christmas tree I’ve set up every year in my room since I was 3, I’ve decided to try and influence as many people as I can. I want to leave with a sense of the back home will be safe, stable, and I won’t come home to a world I don’t want to live in. I will work hard and pray hard for the success of all of you. Anyone who supports me, will get 10x the support back. If you need support if you want someone to talk with if you want to get real, if you want to open your eyes. Please say hi to me. I want to leave those that ask for advice with guidance, and some kind words to motivate them. I want to help. It’s gonna be my last chance, so help me take it. Don’t be afraid, yeah I’m quiet, sure I’m not loud and crazy, maybe I don’t look like someone outgoing, but when it comes to mental stability of another person, the physical, spiritual, I will be there. To hug you, with comfort, with love, with support, with all that I have. Because that….well that is why I am here.
