I’m surrounded by loss. Devastation. Growing up your taught everything is awesome. Then why is it when I’m living life happy everyone around me is suffering. People sitting there not looking for help because they think they don’t deserve it. Why are people just okay with being sad, upset and in pain. People just sit there depending on drugs, smoking, alcohol to keep them sane. People just have to sit there and slowly kill themselves everyday because they don’t wanna face the pain. This isn’t a joke, why don’t you see that you are worth it. It’s pissing me off to see these people who think they aren’t worth it. Why the hell aren’t you trying. Why are you giving up huh? Nah it’s aight I’ll just go smoke, it will make me feel better. Damn it screw that. Come to my house sit with me, let’s cry and talk with eachother, let me hug you and hold you in my arms as Christ would. I would do anything and everything I could to help you. I don’t care who the hell you are. I don’t care what the hell you’ve done. I just want to help you. Comfort you when your crying. Love you when your dying. Show you that there isn’t any need to give up on yourself. You have worth! You are worth more than all the money in this world! You don’t need to worry! You don’t need to let go! You can simply be found! I will help Him! I will help Him find you! He works through me to get to you! Okay? You have unmatched strength, stop letting this awful world stomp all over you. Don’t make excuses, don’t run to alcohol, don’t run to drugs, don’t run and rely on someone else for your happiness. Let people help you, don’t be dependent on them. So get on your knees a say a prayer. Or at least come to me, go to someone, someone who will tell you what I have. Someone who will be blunt and tell you how you’ve been going about this the wrong way. HMU in the comments, let’s have a discussion. I’m just done with the excuses with the depression, with the anxiety, with the pain, with the lack of love. You are all loving each other because you are all sad and telling each other “it’s okay let’s just have a smoke”. Well I’m done. I’m done with it. This isn’t anger, this is passion. This isn’t judgement, this is love. Thanks for listening…..