I don’t feel comfortable with myself
I can’t speak back to myself
I can’t repeat it, what I said
Because if I do He will sell
My words to the ocean in my head
It’s like I’m in a trance, I dread
The morning when i wake up and I’m left with what I bred
When I bleed what I bled
All I can see, is red
I wanna be free but I’m a subject
Of myself when I pull the thread
And fall apart while crying in bed
Most people secretly judge everyone they know and meet
When it’s not about that, is it really?
Because we should love one another depending on there feelings
Not about what they do and who there meeting
It’s about how they choose to see the meaning
how they are when the world is screaming
depends on if they are reaching
If they are striving to be there best
If they are working hard, keeping that beating thing in there chest
Strong and working to be something more than less
Something that is above it all, above the rest
Something that is learning peace and tries to spread
Love, kindness and everything that’s said
Is righteous and influentially bled
Right from there pores from the inside of there head
You ever wonder why others are rude
Why are humans, human? Why are they so crude?
Why do they have to compare themselves to others news
Does it matter if you get 1000s of views
Or is it better to care about what is viewed
Is it better to care what you eat and what you chew
Or is it better to care about the benefits and the things it could do
Is it really that important for you to shoot
Every person that’s openly hurts you
Do they need to be hurt too?
Or can you just let them go and take a breath or two
Relax and just ignore them and leave them with the few
Love and emotions they deserve and already knew
Just remember to be you and do
What makes you happy depending on the truth
Make sure it’s right and helps others get what you choose
If they do, you must be successful and you lit a fuse
For everyone else striving for success and the moon
I was done with the way everyone was yelling at each other. There was so much drama in every little thing that happened, and most people around me had lost sight of what really mattered so this is the reminder. Funny now that I read this now I reflect upon it, and it opens up my eyes as well.