I don’t know what I’m gonna do
My brain it is glued
To the thought of me and you
Hate to say it but it’s true
You want me to go to bed But I can’t When your on my mind
I’m still wondering what you said, that makes it so hard to get you off of mine
You are a freaking model and you know it
You always are in denial, I just don’t know how to show it
Your so cute, and you drive me insane
Im up all night and your the one to blame
When I pay for you, you feel ashamed
When really I just love you and want to give you everything
Yeah your laugh is stained inside my brain
My heart is speeding like a train
All I want is to hold you in the rain
And yet my hearts still aflame
You are so beautiful, and it’s a shame
That you would think any other thing
You are the cure to my pain
Don’t ever thing you gotta change
Even when you don’t believe what I say is true
At least believe when I say I can’t keep my eyes off you
Because your perfect the way you are
You help heal my wounds, heal my scars
When I get my license we’re gonna hop in the car
And go anywhere we want, chase the stars
Why can’t you just see it
That my hearts all yours you can keep it
It’s like you cast a spell
On my heart and I fell
I didn’t even know you that well
You’re the cure to my depression
You’re my happiness, your a blessing
My love for you I’ll never question
You walked into my life you stepped in
Gosh why do you think you don’t compare
Why do you even care, heck I could just stare
At your eyes and see into your heart Get lost there
I don’t care what you put on, what you wear
You are beautiful all the time, everywhere
I know I hurt you I know I left you scarred
but heck you don’t gotta forget how amazing you are
I’ll still love you and wanna look at the stars
I wanna take you out and just vibe in the car
I wanna keep getting to know you, and get to know about you heart
I want to help you with math or whatever class is hard
I love you the most
I love you more than anything I don’t gotta boast
If the show is called LOVE then heck I’m the host
Hey you guide me like a light
You help me fight what I fight
You help me go to sleep at night
Your there for me despite
My problems, my issues, my kite
There are still some things you don’t know about me
Because if I told you it would set them free
Let them wander around possibly walk all over me
Possibly get spread around to the places I don’t want them to be
Not because I don’t trust you, I just don’t trust me
I fear and tremble from all the things that I see
The stuff that breaks me down and makes me bleed
I just hope you please
Oh won’t you please
Understand he that it is me, the dreams they feed Upon you, but don’t feed upon me
The anxiety and fear comes from underneath
Things you cannot see
Would hope to never believe
You don’t wanna greet
But I opened up the door
I fed that little whore
That walked all over me like I was the floor
The pain the suffering how could there be more
There wasn’t because you were there and made my heart soar
Took the pain away and gave me love when I was so poor
So thanks for being there to pick me up when I was low
When I couldn’t fight the battles when I was solo
When I couldn’t stand up again because I was alone
You were there, the light, the beauty the honest truth flows
Out my mouth, out my brain, words going too and fro
There were all the cons in my life and heck you were always the pros
Somehow god found you and told me “yo, you gotta get her she’s the one that I chose”
I was scared at first maybe a little bit of a drone
Couldn’t find the right words, was lost in my dome
But you could tell what I was saying you knew the tone
For the first time it wasn’t me who had to get on the phone
You hit me up and asked to come over to my home
I gladly said yes and tried so hard to sound monotoned
But you got to me you got in my zone
And I was in heaven, heck you don’t even know
At first I was writing because I was prone
To my phone when I felt alone
But then I realized I just missed the one I love
All I need is her and him up above
With them I can get through anything help my kite like a dove
There love is a drug
That I can’t stay away from, I can’t get enough
I guess I’ll go to bed now and sleep with my problems
Try and go to bed because I just solved em
Keep you safe, away, and just won’t involve-’em
I never thought about spending my life with someone until I met you
You changed me and convinced me what I need in life is you
You showed me what it feels like to really love someone and it’s new
But it’s real and makes us who we are and how I feel, one of the few
Man am I grateful to have someone like you to love and laugh with
To screw around and be a Spaz with
You make my heart and my soul shift
You took me and gave me a lift
Now I’m Happy successful and able to sit with
The light of the world and climb out of this pit
Quite a long song originally written out of my heart. Spit out of my mouth for a woman that I care for. Then I let her down and got her back and this song guides us along that journey. A rollercoaster that I would ride forever if I could be with her.