Hey you up,
I know it’s late
I just have some things to say
Yeah life just isn’t going too great my spirit is struggling to stay awake
I keep on dosing off
Mic choking, noting, floating off
I can’t believe that I lock
All of my emotions away, I am not soft
I’m always intense I’ve been thinking off
I don’t know if it’s something I’m gonna stop
Because at this point, it’s endless, kinda a lot
He goes inside me, and takes a look around
While I’m lost inside the shop
I keep on moving round the lounge
Pull some chairs and pull some pounds
Move the weight of what has vowed
Itself inside me that’s so loud
Gonna keep on pushing my mouth
To speak the words that I reap
That leak out my mind and my teeth
So weak can’t keep
All the things
That are eaten at me
Gotta be saved I know I’m straight furious
I gotta keep rhyming because my life’s delirious
It’s endless something that has been gearing us
When really it’s us we are not fearless
I gotta spit raps
Long as I can sit that
Down as long I slap fast
What would I do for no one
Something the low sum
Gotta keep rolling
Never see potions
That pull some
Across that motion
That keeps the load on
Gotta be heavy, something the machine can not take
I wanna be different man, I don’t want to be fake
I wanna get myself out of the system, out of this mainframe
I wanna be safe in a place where no one can lay waste
Ya
Gotta keep hacking all of the system
Get to my heart you’ll finally listen
I gotta be real, I gotta keep spitting
All of my lyrics, cooked up in the kitchen
Next to my muscles and all my ligaments
Got to be studying myself, no insignificance
I wanna be limitless
The ways I’ve been hitting this
I gotta keep dropping these words, for the ones that are having piss’in fits
I’m screaming myself all over this
So here we go, got this flow
Moving out my mouth, out this hole
I rap like I’m free styling, these words more than just lows
I spit these lyrics so all the suffering shows
I wanna be saved. These are the words that He chose
I want god to know that I’m not lost, or I’m alone
That I know he’s with me even in the pit of the hole
I wanna saved I want to be whole
I want to be pure, get rid of the holds
Unchain all the poles
Put out all the coals
Go after my goals
I’m weak in my soul
So please god see me, the words that I write, I pray they free me.
I want to be seen please, Know that I’m not usually like this, mistakes are too easy.
I hope that you feel me and want to be really, kind and loving I hope that my apologies are pleasing.
Another song about my battles. When will I write a song about the winner of the war.