Hey lord
Sorry that it’s been so long
I’ve done some right and I’ve done some wrong
I’m sorry for everything I wish this anxiety was gone
I wish that I could make it up to you and maybe belong
But sometimes I never sleep I’m up till dawn
I understand the mistakes I made
They are My debts that I left unpaid
And even when a knelt down and prayed
I thought there was no way to feel safe
But now I know that I can be brave
That I can come back, that I can crave
Your love all the night and all the day
So next time I stress and I’m feeling this way
I’ll get on my knees and say
I’m so sorry and I’m grateful all the time
For everything you’ve given me and what has been mine
And what you did for me to let me feel alright
When I made mistakes and I worry all night
I’m grateful for all the stuff that makes me cry
For love and nature, just the silence and beautiful skies
For the emotional times when your talking to the blinds
When you talking about the times
That you felt so downright fine
I’m so grateful for my family and all they do
For my sister Izzy who loves all the animals, even if she worries about them too
For my sister tori who is crazy out of the blue
Who stands up for what’s right and for the truth
For my sister Caroline who is independent, but still somehow makes it all about you
I’m grateful for my parents because they are so good
I’m grateful for my dad because he would say That he’s been there he’s felt down and he would do anything he could
To make me feel alright even if I was mean and never understood
I’m grateful for my mom because her positivity
She would be in the darkest place full of iniquity
And she’d still find away to make me happy and heck it would stick with me
I’m so grateful for my friends
Even the ones who don’t support me and leave some open ends
I love them and thank them for all of there trends
And they always make me happy and know when I pretend
I’m grateful for my spiritual family for all of there support
For believing in me when I’m stuck on this earth and getting tossed around the court
I’m grateful for my gratitude and how much it grew
It’s makes me happy and leaves me feelings of the truth
And understanding my spiritual well being and interesting youth
I love you all and everything you do
You don’t have to work hard you don’t have to prove
To me that your amazing and beautiful too
So I hope you read this and know I’m thinking about you
I hope you read this and know I’m thinking about you…man I love you guys and hope you keep doing what you do. Thanks for reading my songs and caring proof. That I would do anything to pull up a chair, look at the sunset and enjoy the view.