Everything is silent
I can’t sleep and my thoughts are getting violent
I wonder what I should do, it’s so quiet
Lately I’ve been feeling like I don’t know god anymore
Like I don’t know what to do
Like I have no one to see me through
I can’t feel anything but pain
I can’t kneel down and ask to gain
Because that’s just not enough
The world has so many distractions
I can’t help myself
I’m cut into fractions
Only one who has ever cared about if I’m free
From this thing
That’s got a hold of me
That’s been chokin me
That I can’t seem to see
Which makes it hard when The only thing I need
Is to get away from these things
Because no matter how hard I try
He is gonna try and get my spirit to die
He should just get out of my face
Go and get the heck out of this place
Because this place belongs to god
You are trying to make us feel like we’re odd
But really it’s you, YOURE A FRAUD!
You don’t deserve to be in my head
So finally what I’m tryna say is back away From me so I can go to bed
And let me sleep in peace without having these
Ridiculous stupid manifestations of things
To keep me up and screw with me and get me onto my knees
Begging for god to pretty please
See how I break down with ease
Even after all my thoughts
I feel that I’m lost
And maybe I ought
To go back and lay in bed all night long
Sit there and feel empty
Lay there and feel gone
Lay there and feel worthless
Please god help me to be able to write the right words onto this page
So I can help others and help them relate
So they won’t feel alone or feel like there being this way
And get attacked from all of these negative odds
And make you run towards god
And then read over yourself and find your thoughts
And all it is, is a lot of chaos
But that’s ok with me because I’m not gonna stop
Because I don’t know how
I want to see now
How to get you back god
I need you to help me because I’m flawed
And If anything I’m lost
First time I really found my purpose in a song. First time I thought these could really help people. So I hope whoever sees this or is reading these feels the spiritual love in my words. And can relate to my shattered soul. But the more shattered you are the more the light breaks through.