How do I know how to feel
How do I know when something is real
I’m sitting wondering who is there for me
Who I truly want to see
Who I’ve been begging to be
The only one they want completely
Yeah
I just lay in bed and think of who
I just lay in bed and think of you
I’m confused couldn’t see the answer cause it’s like a cancer gotta be smart find the one that is set apart
Apart from the start
Should I just search from the heart
Needs those qualities to be a part of me
Needs to be able to deal with me And my misery
You guys need to see that I’m one big mess
Upon what you feed
The one awful seed
Everything that I think i know I don’t
Everything that I want to show I don’t
Because I’m a failed teenager
Couldn’t see the grass is greener
On the other side
I’m going down a slide
To endless hopes and dreams
Goals I couldn’t reach
One of them I wish could be
Almost completely reality
I know this is a lot to follow
This lesson is taught hollow
This concept is shallow,
Why am I always writing about my feelings
Maybe because when you write your feelings down you can be a trend setter
You’ve written a letter
A letter to yourself about how you can be better
It’s advice that only your brain has
Locked up because your brain lacks
The focus that you need to be able to see how fast
The stuff this pressing matter has on the past
so when life gets you down don’t look down to the grass, don’t look back to the past, don’t look at the ones that tell you you’re trash
Look forward
Look towards the goals
That will get rid of those holes
Holes in your heart that set you apart
Fight the fear
Lead the cheer
Don’t shed a tear
For you sheared off the pain,
Your the only one to blame
For getting rid of that shame
That held you back
That slowed you in your tracks
And now your free
Free to see
The clarity
That you were searching for so hysterically
A day of reflection of insecurities built by the belief in others. Originally created by negativity and doubt, slowly moved into a symphony of motivation, inspiration, and power. Beautiful.