I feel for you
I’m here for you
I fear for you
But does it even feel real to you
You are the one who made me
But honestly you should probably trade me
Because I’m just a messed up kid in training
Learning all about my flaming
Hard to understand feelings
That throw me to the ceiling
And have me upside down believing
All of the wrong misleadings
I will certainly not be needing
Anything else but tons of meetings
That lead me to succeeding
But will I even listen, keep on beating
The dead horse that is bleeding
I should probably be leaving
Because all Ive done Is cheating
And that’s just not what You’ve been feeding
So maybe it would be easy
To finally just leave me
On the side of this big dealing
And just leave me to seizing
Because I’m just one big teasing
To all of them who see me
As maybe one of them completely
But In the end
It’s not hard to bend
And find some time for you to send
Me to somewhere, That I’ll descend
And I won’t tend to tell you that I’m sorry—don’t try and defend
Ill try my best not to offend
And maybe one day we can mend
My broken soul together and pretend
That this never happened
I wish it never happened
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
This is a time where I felt like I had failed my parents. A vacation full of arguing that felt like it was never gonna stop. It all seemed to be my fault.