Girl—
It’s 3 am and I’m lying in my bed, with your smile stuck in my head.
I’m wide awake and all I can see is your face.
Trust me when I tell you, you’re my happy place.
Your stuck in my dreams and I wish you dreamed of me.
You never left my mind because your the only one I need.
If only you knew how much I think of you.
If only you knew maybe you’d see me through
If only you looked at me like the way I look at you. Maybe then you’d like me too.
I look forward to seeing your face.
Just seeing you makes my day.
I talk about you for hours.
Everything about you matters.
I get butterflies when your near.
Have I known you 4 weeks or 4 years?
If only I was on your mind as much as you are on mine.
If only I wasn’t the only one who blushed when you walk by.
If only you knew you make me happy when I’m about to cry.
If only knew your the reason I’m up all night.
I hope one day you can truly see that your the one for me.
I hope one day you’ll understand these words I sing.
I know we’re still young but I hope your the one.
If only one day you could love me like I love you.
If only you could catch these feelings too.
If only I made your heart skip a beat when you see me.
If only I could make you see that your the only one I need.
(Girl)Why won’t you be mine
(Boy)I don’t have free time
(Boy)Maybe I just need me time
(Girl)Why I gotta reach so high
(Girl)But fall away from the sky
(Boy) my feelings are just something that I cant fight
Boy—
I heard you were thinking about me
If only you could see
That I’m damaged and I always will be
Oh I’m just begging you please
See how I’m just broken and I seize
I heard you thinking bout me
And your stuck up till 3
I’m sorry but I’m just confused
And I don’t want you to be used
It’s gonna take some time
But don’t take this wrong because it’s a rhyme
I’m just saying you might see some signs
Of why I’m different, I hope that’s fine
Sorry if I’m cold you
Soon I’ll be old to you
I just want to be careful
Don’t just want to be sold to you
I just got my hands full
If only you knew that I was protecting you
If only you knew that I’ve been hurting too.
If only you knew my heart’s still broken.
If only you knew I’m willing to risk it.
I like you but it’s hard showing how I really feel.
If only you knew that your stuck in my dreams too.
I’m up all night writing songs just about you
I hope you can understand that
That maybe I’m not worth it I know it’s sad
I see you in the halls
Ya know you look at me and your heart calls
But I just can’t answer
I can’t answer
Because what if my heart just falls
And slowly breaks down and stalls
I’ve seen you blushing
I might like you I just don’t like rushing
Into things because last time I did that it was crushing
So I just take it slow
And find out how to show
You that I care about you-don’t let go
Boy: Please don’t let go
I’m trying to hold onto you
Girl: I understand I know
I’ll be waiting for you and for our love to grow
First song I wrote with someone else. My friend helped me write it. Didn’t know if she wanted her name in this so I left it out. It was fun more about her life then mine, but it was a cool little project. I don’t think she held it as close to her heart, but I’ll always see it as one of my songs and memories.