It’s 3 AM and I’m still up
Just laying here talking to god about giving up
Just confessing that I screwed up
Closing my eyes but all I can see
Is stuff that I wish I didn’t believe
Things that I didn’t deserve but yet I still received
Ya know things aren’t like they used to be
My feelings change every other evening
They go up in down inside my head
Telling me to grow up yet keep me out of bed
Causing me to throw up all of these words I haven’t said
After I have to clean up the mess,
Find out easier ways to confess
Because I’m just stuck here in distress
Why does life gotta be easy for the blessed
But yet when it comes to me I’m just stressed
Never alone
You always beside me when I reap what I sow
Never alone
You always there even when I’m going slow
Did I unknot my kites string
Did i fill those holes so they wouldn’t be seen
Yeah the kite looks a little off
But what else am I supposed to do after it’s been through so much
Look at it and tell it, it’s so tough
Like it actually fought this fight instead of running off
What you wanna be
When you gonna see
That you can’t fight for what you need
But all you get is what you feed
And all you see is what you believe
And what you meet what you policed
Never alone
You fight for me when I stand alone
Never alone
You don’t gotta wait for what is already known
when you gotta go to bed and turn off the lights
Don’t get stuck in your head and have fights
With your soul because it’s afraid of heights
And it grabs you and drags you down and hides
So when you get into bed and sit there and you can’t sleep-like me
Remember that you aren’t alone and you never will be