You say that you love me
You hug me, you touch me
But really what I couldn’t see
Was the other thing
See you say you are loyal to me
But really you could be acting like your totally free
To Anybody (anybody—)
That’s different than me
But hey don’t worry
There’s no need to hurry
Because currently you seem to be lying
Cmon you just keep on trying
To tell me that you care
what about the flare
You have in your eyes
For all of those guys
And you secretly try
To get them to freaking comply
Then I get after you, and you sit there and cry
Telling me you weren’t really trying and sigh
But don’t worry I give you empathy
Because I know without you I’d be empty
It’s so sad
It’s too bad
You don’t think it’s obvious
Maybe it’s because you’re oblivious
This isn’t us
Maybe I’m just making a fuss
It just sucks
That I give you all of my trust
It’s what I’m interested in instead of all of this lust
You don’t want to see me suspecting you of what we already discussed
Connecting all these pieces
To lead to this big thesis
Are you really loyal
Cause you seem to like to foil
With all our plans
Yet you still grab my hands
And tell me you’re my biggest fan
Listen I’ve been quiet for awhile
And really that usually is my style
And to be honest I’ve had this on my mind
And its so difficult for me to find
Any other way to show you the kind
Of stuff that makes me lose it
And I don’t mean to be rude
And this isn’t just to you
If you love someone the truth is
You really need to prove it
Prove it
If you love someone the truth is
You really need to prove it
A mic drop and a song written directly to someone. Someone who needed to hear it. I was upset and felt unfairly treated, so I wrote this down. Quite an emotional time but after writing it I felt expressed. Everything got better. Writing your emotions is the key to getting over them.