Man the things I’ve written
The words that I’m spitting
You gotta be kidding
I’m back with a vengeance
hard to understand sentence
Join me on the ride get in
Because I’m not alone there someone here spending
All my time all my money, everything that I’ve been in
But he ain’t me his name ain’t Ben He’s something else someone who I thought was legend
Hey you talking about me, I know there are some things that I keep
To myself, you don’t know anything
Ha, you always think you can escape You think you can keep secrets, you think you can preach
Well you better get to know me better cuz I ain’t gonna leave
I’m here to stay, something you can’t control sorry not sorry
I know that there are wars
I know all the pain suffering and even the chores
But you just sit there and wait until you find more
Suffer, fight and lose, look at the score
You can’t be hiding, you can’t be closing any doors
It is unique and makes you want to give in again like before
You have to be aware of the story the deep intense lore
Of your story your changes and things you wish you hadn’t wore
But it’s on now and you already tried yeah you tore
At the clothes the insecurities, and possibilities or
Some other things that make you overthink in some sort
Of way you can’t explain you are to blame
Only the shame, read you the phrase, you hate
You can’t get away, you’ll dread the day, when you regretted to pray
You and me are the same, standing alone lost in the pain
Something we don’t like, something that’s lame
Haha sucks to be you we are both in the frame
Hang us up on the wall keep reminding you of that Day something that you can’t ever escape
I sit here excepting my fate
Only to realize that’s not what he spake
Only to notice the things that still ache
Are getting better the more that I shake Myself awake
The more I forget about you and all the things that you take
How you act like we’re the same but no your just a fake
I’m stronger then you, your nothing but paint
Written on my arms all over my face
I can gladly just wash you away
But in the end your nothing but a waste
Taking up all my time and all of my space
Just remember I’m the better version someone that’s safe
A different entity all you want is fame
But really it ain’t coming no more, I’m done with your games
So leave me alone and get away from my brain
I’ll see you on the other side of that glass pane
I’ll see you on the highway heck get out of my lane
Cuz you don’t deserve my attention, I’m growing my faith
You thought you had me, heck this isn’t a race
It’s something more serious so stop laughing it may
Give you karma, you’ll lose everything oh you thought that I’d praise
You but really your the most disgusting thing that I ever ate
get off of my plate
You’ll regret that fame while I lock up your cage
You’ll be thinking how you lost everything
You thought I was your slave
When really you just got put in your place
We all have a parallel self. A side to us that we may consider evil, when we are battling against one thing, there is large potential we are battling against ourselves. So stand up to that demon version of yourself. Win that battle. Be the best you, you can be.