It’s the first time yeah I broke a heart
I feel bad heck I broke her apart
I could hear her heart crack and her voice die from the start
I couldn’t believe it after, I just took a part
Of her that I think was important, that I think she needed
Maybe I just ruined her life maybe her happiness was defeated
I’m so sorry that I was conceded
And my feelings for her were just too powerful to be deleted
Now I’m second guessing myself
Maybe I screwed up someone’s life, maybe I broke someone’s health
I’m sorry I tried to be nice, I tried to release her well
But Heck it was hard I was under her spell
I just don’t know if it was the right thing to do
If I should’ve done what I did, if I should continue
If I should just stay like this, if I just shouldn’t move
I probably massacred someone’s heart, I could be screwed
I feel so bad, I just wanna hop in the car and drive forever
Maybe just never come back, never
Maybe I won’t break a heart ever
Just stay away from reality, maybe I’ll get better
All I know is, I’m sorry and I love you
Please remember that I’m always here and I’ll still see you
That you won’t have to feel this way forever, that somebody will feel you
And give you what I couldn’t, because I didn’t deserve you
I hope you can find someone new
Someone who can do, what you do
Someone who can make you smile and understand your views
Someone who’s better than me, someone who doesn’t leave you.
Wow the guilt I’m feeling is really strong
I wish I could be the one to move on
But it’s gonna be hard, it’s gonna take very long
Idk if I’ll be able to get away if I’ll be able to sing another song
I might need some time away, away from my thoughts
I might need some time to fight what I want
I might need some time to come together and be what I jot
Understand who I am, and what I need to be and not
Idk what to say or how to feel
Idk if I’m the one who is bad or who is real
Idk if I’m the one who breaks a heart and helps it heal
Idk if I’m the one who is okay or if I was the one to steal
One of those dips in that roller coaster mentioned before. Big low. First time heart shattered.