Yeah it was hard
I went through a lot, tons of stuff in my minds graveyard
But I was young my heart was charred
I hope these girls see me differently now
And they can maybe one day come hangout with me somehow
Take time out of there busy lives to visit this friend from an old town
Maybe care, maybe understand and raise an eyebrow
Yeah I know I left you shattered
Your heart, it was scattered
I’m sorry I was young
I didn’t understand
I was blind to the fact that you mattered
And you cared about me yet I wasn’t flattered
I was a guy that was ignorant and weak
Only to realize his mistakes, but be too dumb to speak
I was a guy that was wrong and didn’t care
Only to be prideful, stupid, and left there
I was a guy that was annoying and young
Only to be hurting, writing words that should’ve been sung
But instead expected perfection
For the ones that showed affection
When I should have blessed them
But the karma came in-stepped in
To show me up about my stupidity and show me my reflection
It was difficult watching them leave my life
But it was what had to happen so they could have there time
And remember what they’re worth and forget mine
Maybe one day they can come back and say hi
Or just stop by
I’ll be waiting, crying, trying not to feel bad inside
This song is just to those who take people for granted
And don’t realize what they lost and ranted
On and on about themselves
Instead of caring about other peoples hell’s
So don’t be the person that breaks down people’s shelves
Takes there feelings and emotions and just yells
Like they can’t feel how they feel because it doesn’t sell
Just care about everyone and wish them well
Yeah I’m technically a hypocrite
But it’s something that I have to admit
Because I know no matter how much I commit
That I could screw everything up in just a little bit
And it will feel so bad as it dreadfully hits
This song was simply created to measure my progress. This is when the confidence really came from my writing, but still these songs were not shared so fast. For those of you that read them before man I really trusted you. This is my deepest of escapes.