Hard wired, I’m just so tired
Knowing that I live on this planet just to be fired
It’s so upsetting that all I can do
Is sit here painted navy blue
Showing signs of a city man only if you knew
The sound of the city yeah it rang in my ears
I see the streetlights but I’m not slowing down, showing any fears
Because the lights go Green, yellow, red, but all I can see is tears
When did laughs turn into cries?
When did truth turn into lies?
When did I get in my car thinking that I might die?
The gears constantly spinning, try to figure it all out
Just to find myself confused just praying as I pout.
Robots don’t have anxiety, yet I can barely breathe
My head is the place where I always overthink.
Not letting people see
That I’m on the brink
Of mental collapsation breaking as it shrinks
Just like me, when I’m in my car I scream.
Sure I’m a figment of your imagination behind this screen.
But you don’t get it, its 3
No point in going to sleep
Just gonna sit here and write into this blog that a couple people read
Sure we are all just stardust
Particles of dust, floating past the rust, inside the scuffed, ugly stuff, that grows us up.
So yes I’m not even halfway there
But I have grown early because of my dares
The things that I went through, lost my care.
And now I’m here wondering where
Everything went wrong as they pull up a chair
Discuss with me how I’m more emotional than drones
then they tell me that they know what they know
And that I’m different because I show what I show
But damn I have more particles then most
I’m big already, like a small planet, I’m pluto
So welcome to pluto how do you see the world
I am simply not like other girls
I write about my feelings unlike the ones that twirl
From guy to guy, no I’ve been thrown for a whirl
I know what I want
But sometimes I ought
To just leave this thought
Behind my own tear drops
Walk away as it locks.
I guess we ruined our friendship
But I need to learn to love life again
I wanna stay young forever even if it’s without him.
I want longer hugs
No more of these drugs
That help me to sleep when I just want love
I want to be okay with being alone
Show everyone that you don’t need the bros
The friends and people who pose
To act like they love you but really just poach
There actually 434 light years away
They tell you things that are so clearly fake
They show you emotions but you got not much to say
Because you saved all your thoughts for the blog you had made
Thank you for listening to my constant rants
But my ability to breathe, I have no plants
I’m like if the moon had more plans
I always thank my lucky stars for there 5 fingered hands
That wave down to me if I can’t sit or stand
For the stupid life trials that drown me in sand
My shattered heart slowly picked up its pieces
Walked over to the place it knows it feels peace
And tried to fix all of my dreams
But I stood by and watched as I reaped
For the things that had reached deep inside for it breached it.
My room is the place where I exist.
But I can’t forget about the kiss
When did my room become a bad place? Being alone
These are our bricks.
put our thoughts into pictures,
Feel every drop shatter on my skin.
I live with love and pain.
An endless cycle forget about my brain
You can’t change what happened in the past,
So why continue to change
It’s all love connected to beauty.
So Search for the beauty, and know its your duty
To look at the world differently, put the love back in living,
I tried writing this song to understand you, I wrote as if I understood what you were going through
But to be honest it was hard to keep up, your emotions and feelings its just too much
What you wrote was influential and endlessly strong, don’t let anybody get away with doing you wrong
Because God loves you, I love you and you know what.
That’s all you need in this life that man up above and the ones like me that care about you as souls lost in the dust.
Its hard to keep up to forget about the long lost love, the one that got away and flew away like a dove
But forget it and focus on you, show the guy that you do what you do
That you have a lot that you go through, he doesn’t matter no he is in the rear view
Its hard this life has completely destroyed me so many times before, still does everyone once in a while its an emotional war.
But if you can listen and understand that your room, one day wont be a place where you loom
You sit in the dark and cry and you, lost yourself in the past and truth
But let it be something that helped you grow
Show them all what you really know
Keep on writing till you hit the a flow
Ride the wave out to the shore
Grab the board that you road
That I let you attach to my small boat
I hope you enjoyed your ride as you and me had float
You held my kite tight as I had to row
We got away from the storms that we know
The pains and sufferings that left us to grow
So I hope that you understand what I’m trying to show
That we all go through rough things but we aren’t alone.
This is dedication to my favorite planet, and top tier blogs—>Pluto