I’ve been here before
A place i recognize
A place I despise
A place at war
Scary dangerous horrible
This place doesn’t stay in place
It’s portable
It floats through space but it’s not affordable
It breaks people and leaves them vulnerable
It broke me to pieces and left me alone
Stole me from my joy, made me atone
For falling for not being strong
I had to try to erase what was written in stone
It takes me scratching with my hands till they bleed
Till they are down to the bone, because my speed
I wanna be better I wanna be freed
But it’s hard when It takes so much to change history
Because it’s hard to fix this misery
It’s hard to solve this mystery
This kite that has so many holes
Mentioned before it was thrown
Let go, left alone
Tossed to the side away from all it loves
It flew away to the pain it was so prone
Cant survive the terrifying storms that break through its walls
Try’s to fight try’s to stall
But it knows that this storm is too tall
It’s real, dangerous a call
That if it answered it would fall
Yeah this kite has already been through so much
That at this point why is a storm feel so rough
Why do the holes remain
Why can’t the kite regain
It’s life force it’s fame
It just stuck with pain
It’s forced to sit in the rain
But somehow still burned by the coals
Afraid of the things it pulls
I’m tired
Tired of fighting
Tired of riding this train
That leads to nowhere but pain
Has no feeling no restraint
I’m tired of being sad
Of having to feel bad
Im tired of being mad
I’m ready to just be glad
To move on and finally be okay
I’m tired of being guilty to pray
Feel better about the things I say
Be there for the people who need the day
When the night takes them over and makes them hate
I wanna be able to love those who have the same issue
I wanna throw away the tissues
Get rid of the tears
Safe those that suffer that fear
I wanna show the people who struggle how good life can be
How if they look to the sun, the day, they can see
The beauty that god so guaranteed
You just have to be open minded and push to be your best
Even if it’s hard and hurts your chest
Even tho you’ve been hit so many times
That your heart hurts, your face is swollen, your mouth is bleeding
You can find the lines
Like the ones that I write
When you read them
You can see them
You can feel them
You can be them
You can free them
Just be aware of the your kite
Be aware of your pride
Know the light
Never be afraid to fight
When your lost choose the right
Aquire the sight
Know the white
Remember our savior died for us, he wanted us to succeed, heck he was crucified.
It is time, to wrap up this album, and close the show. This wild ride that I’ve fallen behind on. Sorry it’s been so long that I’ve been lost. My Kite….what does your look like. Has it been dragged through storms, do you have to hold it down. Well keep it close, this is just the beginning.