When Love Breaks you Down
There’s a girl I know
Don’t worry
This ain’t some love story
Just something I’ve got to show
Staring at such a bright smile
I could not be idle
It’s so worth my while
Even when I’m your friend tho
You make me trem-ble
Your eyes say so much
I just can’t han-dle
Your such a mystery
Maybe in misery
Probably not
it’s most likely just me
We’ve Spent time under the stars
We’ve got scars
That hurt our hearts
Looks like we’ve got a trend
I could non stop talk to you for hours on end
You know something about me that only 3 people know
So many things I was so afraid to show
Asking you what’s up
And you saying the ceiling
You’ve started to question your feelings
Feelings for me
But what could it be?
Saying “what if it’s all about the touching”
But what about all the conversations, the blushing
I’ve never felt this way before
Usually I avoid being like the others, all for
the shape of your body
Or if only your a folly
Certainly not jolly
Moving super sloppy
Stuff I would never copy
But listen
I really wasn’t the best
Mostly a lot of lust
Which really hurt my chest
Sometimes I did that in my past relationships
They shot off the wrong way like broken spaceships
Soon to blow
So I had to go
What retired feelings I lost so long ago
The ones I really looked at so wrong—hello?
But not with you
Nothing like that
I loved you through
always down to just chat
But listen
She ain’t gonna like me
I’m embarrassed I said anything
I feel like an idiot
I should give up a bit
I gotta freaking get a grip
I’m not trying to guilt trip
I’m no Romeo
Cause my past mistake-I know
I reap what I sow
It sucks to see
That i could be
Someone, people wanted
We were bonded
Till I responded
Then I was flaunted
I screwed up
And now I’m haunted
By the thought of you
I know it doesn’t make sense
But it’s true
Realizing the mistakes I made
The way I caved
Instantly afraid
From what I say
what do I pay? –
The pain I prayed
To stay away
Ha Ha
The funny thing is
You’re curious why I even write about you
It’s cause all these feelings were in the queue
The love you make me feel
The freedom that is real
The freedom that makes me
Be the person you really see
Your ridiculously kind
You know what you’re doing
You’re the one I hunt to find
Searching out what your a-brewing
A life so far traveled
Yet so babbled
Seeing the wrong the right
A known religion and what to fight
But anyways
I miss the good old days
When we were best friends
When we made amends
When we tied lose ends
When we made our own trends
But this is it
I have to quit
This is the first time moving on
Will be such a con
These feelings will take so long
To be completely gone
I’m sorry to pry or even bug
But I had to let you see the tug you have on me
Its just like a drug, It takes forever to get free
This is just the rantings of an odd guy
Who seems to be a little emotion shy
I hope you see this for what it is
Not what it seems to be
I’m not begging you to be mine
I’m begging you to see
That I want to be yours
I’m trying to show you I’ll infinitely
Be by your side
Give me a chance and I’ll be yours
In a landslide
This was written back during a lot of little teenage mixed emotions and falling in love stuff. Ya know the old love story. I wrote this for a girl I liked, and wrote it for the fact of trying to write again while being a little more creative with the lyrics and trying to do the whole “love song” thing. You will see as I move through the song the doubts and the pains/realities that hit me. And in the end I tell her I don’t want to beg but would just love to even be hers. Honestly I love it and cherish it. Thank you guys!